:(

[yamahonkawazuki]

I agree. reasons not withstanding. a solution for one may work, and may NOT work for another. all of the aforementioned reasons given. ( i hope genuinely) by members here who i hope ( perhaps naively) care. an , however it went, i wish you, and her the best. if it went well. congrats, if not. at least you know. Soooooooooooooooo, in closing, how did it go?

[spc]

C'mon girly man, give us the news.   Is this the same one I saw pics of like a year and a half ago?  She was definitely a looker.

[Jughead]

Dammit come on we know you can't be that busy............ or maybe he could be?

[utgunslinger13]

Maybe its a good thing he's to busy to update!  GO AN!

[yamahonkawazuki]

Does this me we can officially retire the "get an laid thread"?

[cafeboy]

Well, How did it go 

[annguyen1981]

long story short, didn't do it.

[wladziu]

He's hiding.  


The "Get An Laid" thread has finally come to its shriveled, whimpering finale.  




Now, what were you saying, NateDawg?  Something about "Go f**k yourself"?  







Well, whatdya know?!  Posted at the same time! 

[annguyen1981]

Thanks for the support from NateDawg, Yama, and a few others.  New info came to my attention, so I didn't do it.

I'm still probably gonna send her an email or something telling her, but for a different reason....  I guess I wanted to tell her because I had hope that things could be different.  Now I just need to tell her to close the chapter so to speak.

[spc]

Sooooo, she found a boyfriend?  Seriously, in my book if there isn't a ring on the finger it's fair game..............

[annguyen1981]

no.  I happen to catch a glimpse of a text she sent to another girl at work...  she mentioned to the girl that she knew I was gonna 'profess my love' for her, but I didn't get a chance to.

I don't remember the exact wording, but it seems like she's glad I didn't tell her then...  I actually stayed 30 minutes after I punched out for the day waiting for her to finish with her current customer...  I mentioned that I wanted to talk to her, and she said that she's probably gonna be a while and 'hit me up online'.

That text confirms my thought that she already knew, and she had a feeling as to what I was gonna say.

[yamahonkawazuki]

Any clue to what her reply would have been?, yes i know. noen of my f%$king business 

[annguyen1981]

Well...  considering she's completely different than the girls that I normally date, I decided to do something I normally wouldn't have done....  wrote this and sent it through myspace

I really like you.  I know it's been obvious to some people 'cause I've been called out on it a couple times, and I hope it was apparent to you too so that it's not a huge shock or anything. I've also got a feeling that you knew I was going to say something before I left, based on how you acted.  I almost laughed when you asked me if I was about to cry a couple days ago...  the truth is I was REALLY nervous (I still am) and didn't know what to say (or if I was going to say anything at all).  Most of the time, I'm sure that I'm not your type and you're not looking for anything, but once in a while I have my doubts.  That makes it even more confusing to me as to why I'm telling you this...

We've become decent friends over the past two years.  I love you as a friend, but the more I got to know you, the more I started liking you as something possibly more.  Even this past December, I was learning things that I liked about you...

You are extremely nice to people.  I can't believe how well you curb your irritation when dealing with certain people. Sure, you'll vent after they're gone, but everyone does that.  You basically treat others exactly how you want to be treated yourself.  Not many people are like that.

You're also pretty much a GENIUS.    Sudoku. Crosswords. Cryptograms.  Scrabble.  Whatever.  It seems like you do it all.  I remember a specific time when I was helping a couple of cute girls with something.  After I finished, I turned my attention to you before they even left the area...  you asked me (jokingly I think) if you were more interesting than those girls.  Quite frankly, yes you are.

It never really occurred to me how generous you were until you told me that you had donated a couple hundred dollars or some amount to charity this past Christmas.  I know you donate your hair to Locks of Love, but that really stood out for some reason.  Maybe it's the fact that you're religious as well.  That's something that I admire.

But to cut this short so that I'm not babbling more than I already have, I like being around you 'cause you always know how to make me smile.  I find myself wanting to become a better person because of who you are.  I've never met anyone that's ever made me feel that way.  I swear less; I do more brain activities like Sudoku and other puzzles; I'm more patient with people (although sometimes it doesn't seem that way); and the list continues.  You're also incredibly beautiful.  Each time you do something silly and I just look at you without saying anything, all I can think of is how beautiful your eyes are, how infectious your smile is, and how your wacky personality makes me feel comfortable and excited at the same time.  I can't forget to mention your booty too (I've been around Saul too long.  Lol).

So I'm out on a limb with the risk I've put upon myself.  I guess I just needed to get this off my chest.  I know that there's a probability that you don't share the same feelings, and if not, I'm hoping you don't look at me any differently and let this ruin a friendship.  I've had some great people just fade out of my life, and I don't want to add you to that list.  But if there's a chance that there could be something, I personally don't want to go through life asking what if... I've done enough of that to last a lifetime.

Now that I've probably made a fool out of myself considering I don't like to do these types of notes... thoughts? Comments? Or will it be the usual "Shut it An.  Ttyl."  Hehe.

I'll let you know what the response is.

[annguyen1981]

Shyt.  That's a fuqqing long read.  I ddin't want it to be THAT long. fuq it.  I'll send it anyway.

[spc]

Quick An, grab your crotch!!!!!!  Is everything still there or did it implode into a naughty place? 

Out of curiousity, do you eat much red meat? get enough sleep (7-9hrs/night)?  work too much?

Seriously, good luck and at least it's off your chest now.

[annguyen1981]

thankz terry.

I eat meat.  Although I don't eat much to begin with.  She's always on my case about that too....  mainly 'cause I almost never eat anything on my lunch break.

Nope.  I have trouble getting enough sleep...  normally it's around 3-5 hours a night with an occassional waking up every hour or two.

In the past, I've become a work-a-holic when my life gets stressful.  That's the strange part...  I hate my job, but when she was working, I'd come in early or stay late to make up the hours....  now that she's gone, I could care less if I get a full 40 hours a week.

[spc]

Got insurance?  Go to the Doc, give him that run down and have him do a standard blood workup.  I'd be willing to lay money down that your free test levels SUCK.  It is simply amazing what proper test levels can do for your confidence. 


Or get yourself an OTC sleep aid, make sure you get a healthy diet including a good chunk of red meat, and don't kill yourself at work.  Exercise stimulates production also.

[annguyen1981]

Got insurance?  Go to the Doc, give him that run down and have him do a standard blood workup.  I'd be willing to lay money down that your free test levels SUCK.  It is simply amazing what proper test levels can do for your confidence. 

Or get yourself an OTC sleep aid, make sure you get a healthy diet including a good chunk of red meat, and don't kill yourself at work.  Exercise stimulates production also.

What would that tell me?  I'm not too familiar with that stuff.

[spc]

Sorry, test being short for testosterone.  A lot of guys have low test levels, it's a side effect of the sedentary/slovenly lifestyle that has become the norm in todays society.    There's a lot you can do without getting a prescription, simple lifestyle changes can change your entire outlook on life.

[annguyen1981]

thankz dude.