Hey man, just wanted to chime in and say that there are probably more people than you realize reading and wishing you the best along the way! I think anyone who has been through some s*** knows how hard it is to figure out the right thing to say in consolation that, despite best intentions, is both meaningful and "feels" genuine.
Cheers to your fight and best of luck!
When life kicks ya in the nads, keep gettin back up just to spite that MFer just like you have been.
Also, just curious, you have any other interests to keep you distracted, like reading/video games, etc? Midday soap operas and Jerry Springer don't count...
If I know anything, it's that there's nothing more maddening than sitting around with nothing to think about other than how much pain you're in!