IWell, I'm writing this from the hospital so excuse the typos. My Croh's has decided to flare days before my shoulder surgery. was admitted last night the doctors are hinking bout keeping me in the hospital unil the su :dunno_black:rgery to make it easierr on me. But I've got a final on Tuesday I'm so stressed out
On Thursday is shoulder repair surgerry in which my doc said no Flick or work for a month! I can't afford to drive the car that long The state choe to stop paying my Medicare Part B but found it unnecesary to tell me that. So, I got a letterr from SS sating they hdn't been paying so in May my check will go fro $1,000 to $655 :0 I won't even be able to pay rent and Ii cannot work! But, I'm not supposed to stress my hearrt or my Crohn's to late for that. Which is why I'm here bowel movements consist of a toilet full of blood!
I'm so overr this and needed to vent soe!
Marry
Damn i thought i had it bad. can teh BF help? you, what about teh churches in teh area. i know you toldme about one of them, that had in the past. dot worry about the typos, me im jus tdealing wiht teh neuropathy and a foot would that looks funny lol. but hell hwen your shiite hits hte fan it knocks you down hard. :( i cant affod to do much but will at least pray fro your recovery. BTW werent you doing some work awhile back involving taking voicemail calls and turning them into emails?, trying to figure somethign you could do
Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 24, 2011, 07:53:13 PM
IWell, I'm writing this from the hospital so excuse the typos. My Croh's has decided to flare days before my shoulder surgery. was admitted last night the doctors are hinking bout keeping me in the hospital unil the su :dunno_black: rgery to make it easierr on me. But I've got a final on Tuesday I'm so stressed out
On Thursday is shoulder repair surgerry in which my doc said no Flick or work for a month! I can't afford to drive the car that long The state choe to stop paying my Medicare Part B but found it unnecesary to tell me that. So, I got a letterr from SS sating they hdn't been paying so in May my check will go fro $1,000 to $655 :0 I won't even be able to pay rent and Ii cannot work! But, I'm not supposed to stress my hearrt or my Crohn's to late for that. Which is why I'm here bowel movements consist of a toilet full of blood!
I'm so overr this and needed to vent soe!
Marry
Vent away mary. it pains me to see you pent p like this :icon_sad:
Hope you feel better soon
Keep your chin up girl! Things have a way of working themselves out. You are in my prayers :thumb:
Aww, thanks guys I was having a rough night! My stomach is killing me I just want to be healthy. Uhm, wow RN just gave me a shot of Morphine head rush LOL. Final is tomorrow my BF e-mailed her yesterday but no reply he also brought my netbook up with my phone charger. So, at least I got a good way to connect and get my GS fix!
I just have to figure out how to get Flick home from work if I'm stuck here after surgery.
Mary
Good luck with everything! Just remember, Flick will be there for you when your ready :)
Vent away hun i dont care if you mis spell or whatever :whisper:
Will be praying for you (both!).
Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 25, 2011, 12:02:19 PM
Aww, thanks guys I was having a rough night! My stomach is killing me I just want to be healthy. Uhm, wow RN just gave me a shot of Morphine head rush LOL. Final is tomorrow my BF e-mailed her yesterday but no reply he also brought my netbook up with my phone charger. So, at least I got a good way to connect and get my GS fix!
I just have to figure out how to get Flick home from work if I'm stuck here after surgery.
Mary
BF can get it if need be ;)
Time will fly by. Go out and give Flick a hug.
Remember when I couldn't ride for a while? I let my bikes know I still cared and they were OK. Even started them up one day just so they knew I cared.
Now I really appreciate being back on Suzi and Junior. Rain? Cold? meh! At least I am back riding.
You'll get through it.
At worst, do what I did - I bought another bike while I couldn't ride :cookoo: That's Trey. It helped settle my non-riding anxiety. (Happy pills help, but not in the same way.)
:whisper: If I had the money Adidas I would be buying another bike. Oh boy if that gets out Flick will do something. That little turd had me to the point I can't even talk about another bike LOL. Anyone else got a bike that blackmails you.
They are going to keep me tonight to do the surgery in the morning. Hope it goes well. They switched my rooms from a pretty private one to a dingy blue/pink and a roomate that doesn't speak English. FML!
Mary
Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 27, 2011, 10:51:05 AM
:whisper: If I had the money Adidas I would be buying another bike. Oh boy if that gets out Flick will do something. That little turd had me to the point I can't even talk about another bike LOL. Anyone else got a bike that blackmails you.
They are going to keep me tonight to do the surgery in the morning. Hope it goes well. They switched my rooms from a pretty private one to a dingy blue/pink and a roomate that doesn't speak English. FML!
Mary
was in one last week mary. couldnt sleep. ill have to go back soon. am dreading it.
I'll be praying you don't hospitals suck!
Mary
Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 27, 2011, 06:52:41 PM
I'll be praying you don't hospitals suck!
Mary
well if MMCN actually took time to check leg and foot out instead of sayign damn, need to get that checked id be ok with it. ive not gone when needd casue i get charged a thou for a bandaid. shaZam! i can do that myself. lol. but foot aint pretty. cleaned properly but dont smell like roses. ( wound) but back to you. let us know how they did, andhow your feeling etc as soon as youre able too
I'm sore but not as bad as I thought it would be start PT in the morning was suprised so soon! It almost got cancelled because of a lazy cardiologist. Thought he would pull a stunt @ 2300 call said I don't have cardiac clearance I went off on my ortho who took it out on cardio needless to say clearance was called in 10 min b4 the surgery. ugh!
Mary
LMAO with you not at you :angel:
these two songs keep me from giving up. johnny cash does gospel and WHOA it stops me and makes me see the whole picture and gives me peace. and calms me down. have a listen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BtW-KB5T83A&playnext=1&list=PL3A5786359FB370AA one of his last written songs. but whoa a doozy.
and this one
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jv4i4t2hj2I
yes ill admit. i torrented his entire american series. 1 thru 5. will buy the actual copies as soon as funds permit
Here are a couple of songs that keep me going! I remember hearing this song the first time at church when I was having a bad night sitting in the foyer waiting for the ambulance. I thought "Wow, even in my struggles God still hear's me and felt every tear I cried that night"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXsiWoyjw60
This one our choir did on Easter the Easter I messed my shoulder up which partly resulted in yesterday's surgery but I find myself at this crossroad often. Did some research and I found it interesting that she has the same heart problem I do.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzBchnkQIQU
It still amazes me that someone cared so much to do that for a person like me! Enjoy
Mary
Keep on plugging Mary. Sounds like you are quite feisty and that is what it takes some times. Prayers are with you.
Can't or give up has fallen out of my lexicon lets just say. Encouragement helps though!
I slept all afternoon shoulder really tightened up today all of the anestesia wore off I guess!
Mary
Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 29, 2011, 08:25:37 PM
Can't or give up has fallen out of my lexicon lets just say. Encouragement helps though!
I slept all afternoon shoulder really tightened up today all of the anestesia wore off I guess!
Mary
least , like me youre too stubborn to give up Eh?, hell left arm went numb at work working a 2 handed job with 1 hand wasnt fun. anyhoo, im youtubing help me by johnny cash. used fraps and audiosurf. lemme know what you think ok?, OH btw since youre in and out of hospitals alot :oops:, amazon .com has a cloud player where you can store your music from say home pc, and play it from any internet ready pc. im making use of it ( 5gb free ) because this hard drives days are numbered. have 31gb of music and 65 of video i have to copy before it goes down. prolly in 2 mos. anyhoo. if i wasnt piss broke, id send what i could, because i KNOW youre in a bind. HARD. things will work out though. may not seem like it, but they will. i promise
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPhiKI-IRGs
Mary,
Stay focused and get well!
Remember - I'm coming to see you and Flick at the start of July. Make that your goal so we can have some fun together.
Patrick
Well, PT said it will at least be a week before I get insurance permissions. I know my ortho stressed how important getting right into PT would be for my surgery! I'm sure He's going to hit the roof when I stop by on Monday to drop that I won't be able to until May 10th!
Got a bit more ROM dressing guess comes off today I'll get a friend to help me. got to get a bath tonight.
Mary
Quote from: adidasguy on April 29, 2011, 09:34:25 PM
Mary,
Stay focused and get well!
Remember - I'm coming to see you and Flick at the start of July. Make that your goal so we can have some fun together.
Patrick
there ya go :cheers:
Just remember - even a new bike doesn't relieve you of the duty to post on this forum. :nono:
Hang in there. We're out here and listening. :wink:
Quote from: 5thAve on May 02, 2011, 11:25:39 AM
Just remember - even a new bike doesn't relieve you of the duty to post on this forum. :nono:
Hang in there. We're out here and listening. :wink:
agreed. even this chronic postwhore can agree to that lol :oops:
Mary, I hope you're recovering well and I hope you're at least somewhat comfortable, but I'm not sure the results of your bowel movements were appropriate here. Like the kids say, T.M.I.! :oops:
Trust me Bill I was being modest on the graphic part. Found out today my Crohn's is considered unstable and I can't be treated with a biologic anymore, prednisone makes me lose my mind literally and the only med left insurance won't cover. My GI wants me to see a Crohn's specialist but he only accepts good insurance which mine apparently is not. My shoulder is still very stiff! Something is amiss I see my primary tomorrow. We are very close I remember her telling me that she was a resident at the hospital nearest Ground Zero I may ask her thoughts on recent events.
Mary
Oof. I hope you can get the care you need and you deserve. Sometimes our Canadian system doesn't seem so bad after all. :confused: