i'm so sick of people that only want to be your friend when things are good. damn. i need more tequila. f%$k it. you know? or maybe you don't know. shaZam!. trying to make me feel bad for being on unemployment/gov assistance because i got laid off. f%$k em. damn. grrr...i wanna punch someone. damn!!!!!

Man I don't wanna hang around some slug on government assistance. Why can't I get away from myself ahhhhhh! Man I know how you feel. Been on disability two years and they grace me with $40 of foodstamps. Which I am grateful for.

Trust me if I paid attention to every prick that lectured me on using my grandmother's handicapped tag I would have shot myself LOOONG ago. I never met my grandmother but I bet she didn't ride a gs500!

Hang in there. Put your faith in God and you needs will be met. Not your wants but your need.

Mary

thanks mary. but damn. i worked so hard for what i got. i got laid off because of the economy and they gotta act like they bettet than me. f%$k em. damn. grr.......

I hear ya man, im not two steps from being unable to wrk. ( my back problems.) almsot went to the er today. but ive no insuranceive resorted to fracturign the law to alleviate my pains. whic i dont like at all. but is somewhat necessary. er and med people. look at me as tho i am after drugs. ( im after relief in one way shape or form. my options are drawing thin at this point. ive about reached my limit  to pain tolerance. TBH could care less about the damned drugs. But jserio i KNOW your frustration all too well. even some good friends of mine suggested i partake of things frowned upon by law enforcement. only time i can function anymore. ER wont even XRAY the damned thing.

i only hope those who would make light of someone else's situation, and to cast dispersions on those struggling to keep afloat in times of need get the opportunity to view the circumstances from the other side at some point.
i have gone from minimum wage to $50,000 a year, and back to minimum wage in less than 3 years, and beleive me when i say that anyone foolish enough to think they are "insulated" from hard times  doesn't have a clue.
just cause it hasn't happened yet, don't mean it can't.

Crappy stuff happens to good people everyday.  Hang in there and your anger will pass.  Some people have yet to be in your shoes and don't have experience in certain areas and can't relate.  Good luck getting back on top.

Quote from: grayghost on May 16, 2009, 10:47:01 PM
i only hope those who would make light of someone else's situation, and to cast dispersions on those struggling to keep afloat in times of need get the opportunity to view the circumstances from the other side at some point.
i have gone from minimum wage to $50,000 a year, and back to minimum wage in less than 3 years, and beleive me when i say that anyone foolish enough to think they are "insulated" from hard times  doesn't have a clue.
just cause it hasn't happened yet, don't mean it can't.

Yup

Hey, I worked for everything I had too. Worked two full-time jobs to finish high school. Got into college got my EMT things were supposed to be great. How in the fluck am I supposed to prepare for a heart problem at 21! I'd never been sick from 3rd to 12th grade. Now the local hospital is more of my home than my home. You have no idea how sick I am of this! Just the look on of my docs face completly tore me down the other day when I stated I wanted to get back to school. I'm one freaking class away from my associates that's why. But, you are on disability already. Well, honestly I can't freaking survive on $900 a month not when rent for a one bedroom apartment in subsdidized living is $720 a month! I made more a month when working at the Mouse for $6 bucks an hour! Actually, I just figured it out I'm worth $5.62 an hour WTF isn't that below minimum wage?

I'm sooo sick of just existing! I want to live I want to be able to say hey I can afford to go to the Olive Garden once in a while. These days Checkers is about as high class as my food gets. Isn't that sad when a freaking hamburger at a fast food restaraunt is considered a treat! All I want to do is to be able to put in good days work and be able to say hey I got this on my own! I wanna get to the point where the bruises on my arms and neck from constant IVs are nothing but a horrid nightmare that I'd wake up from one day! All I want is to wake up and these seven years have been nothing but a seven minute bad dream. Earlier this week I woke up screaming at my dead father to stop beating me!

God it's not fair! I knew life was going to be hard but not this hard How is this worth it?

Mary

  It's very hard but it's always worth it Mary.
Sent you a email. Keep you head up..... all of you