IWell, I'm writing this from the hospital so excuse the typos. My Croh's has decided to  flare days before my shoulder surgery. was admitted last night the doctors are hinking bout keeping me in the hospital unil the su :dunno_black:rgery  to make it easierr on me. But I've got a final  on Tuesday I'm so stressed out

On Thursday is shoulder repair surgerry  in which  my  doc said no Flick or work for a month! I  can't afford to  drive the car that long The state choe to stop  paying my Medicare Part B but found it unnecesary to tell me that. So, I  got a letterr from SS sating  they hdn't been paying  so  in May my check will go fro $1,000 to $655 :0 I won't even be able to pay  rent and Ii  cannot work! But, I'm not supposed to  stress my hearrt or my  Crohn's to late for that. Which  is why I'm here bowel  movements consist of a toilet full of blood!

I'm so  overr this and needed to vent soe!

Marry

Damn i thought i had it bad. can teh BF help? you, what about teh churches in teh area. i know you toldme about one of them, that had in the past. dot worry about the typos, me im jus tdealing wiht teh neuropathy and a foot would that looks funny lol. but hell hwen your shiite hits hte fan it knocks you down hard. i cant affod to do much but will at least pray fro your recovery. BTW werent you doing some work awhile back involving taking voicemail calls and turning them into emails?, trying to figure somethign you could do

Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 24, 2011, 07:53:13 PM
IWell, I'm writing this from the hospital so excuse the typos. My Croh's has decided to  flare days before my shoulder surgery. was admitted last night the doctors are hinking bout keeping me in the hospital unil the su rgery  to make it easierr on me. But I've got a final  on Tuesday I'm so stressed out

On Thursday is shoulder repair surgerry  in which  my  doc said no Flick or work for a month! I  can't afford to  drive the car that long The state choe to stop  paying my Medicare Part B but found it unnecesary to tell me that. So, I  got a letterr from SS sating  they hdn't been paying  so  in May my check will go fro $1,000 to $655 :0 I won't even be able to pay  rent and Ii  cannot work! But, I'm not supposed to  stress my hearrt or my  Crohn's to late for that. Which  is why I'm here bowel  movements consist of a toilet full of blood!

I'm so  overr this and needed to vent soe!

Marry

Vent away mary. it pains me to see you pent p like this 

Hope you feel better soon 

Keep your chin up girl! Things have a way of working themselves out. You are in my prayers 

Aww, thanks guys I was having a rough night! My stomach is killing me I just want to be healthy. Uhm, wow RN just gave me a shot of Morphine head rush LOL. Final is tomorrow my BF e-mailed her yesterday but no reply he also brought my netbook up with my phone charger. So, at least I got a good way to connect and get my GS fix!

I just have to figure out how to get Flick home from work if I'm stuck here after surgery.

Mary

Good luck with everything! Just remember, Flick will be there for you when your ready

Vent away hun  i dont care if you mis spell or whatever 

Will be praying for you (both!).

Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 25, 2011, 12:02:19 PM
Aww, thanks guys I was having a rough night! My stomach is killing me I just want to be healthy. Uhm, wow RN just gave me a shot of Morphine head rush LOL. Final is tomorrow my BF e-mailed her yesterday but no reply he also brought my netbook up with my phone charger. So, at least I got a good way to connect and get my GS fix!

I just have to figure out how to get Flick home from work if I'm stuck here after surgery.

Mary

BF can get it if need be

Time will fly by. Go out and give Flick a hug.
Remember when I couldn't ride for a while? I let my bikes know I still cared and they were OK. Even started them up one day just so they knew I cared.
Now I really appreciate being back on Suzi and Junior. Rain? Cold? meh! At least I am back riding.
You'll get through it.

At worst, do what I did - I bought another bike while I couldn't ride    That's Trey. It helped settle my non-riding anxiety. (Happy pills help, but not in the same way.)

  If I had the money Adidas I would be buying another bike. Oh boy if that gets out Flick will do something. That little turd had me to the point I can't even talk about another bike LOL. Anyone else got a bike that blackmails you.

They are going to keep me tonight to do the surgery in the morning. Hope it goes well. They switched my rooms from a pretty private one to a dingy blue/pink and a roomate that doesn't speak English. FML!

Mary

Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 27, 2011, 10:51:05 AM
If I had the money Adidas I would be buying another bike. Oh boy if that gets out Flick will do something. That little turd had me to the point I can't even talk about another bike LOL. Anyone else got a bike that blackmails you.

They are going to keep me tonight to do the surgery in the morning. Hope it goes well. They switched my rooms from a pretty private one to a dingy blue/pink and a roomate that doesn't speak English. FML!

Mary

was in one last week mary. couldnt sleep. ill have to go back soon. am dreading it.

I'll be praying you don't hospitals suck!

Mary

Quote from: Toogoofy317 on April 27, 2011, 06:52:41 PM
I'll be praying you don't hospitals suck!

Mary

well if MMCN actually took time to check leg and foot out instead of sayign damn, need to get that checked  id be ok with it. ive not gone when needd casue i get charged a thou for a bandaid. shaZam! i can do that myself. lol. but foot aint pretty. cleaned properly but dont smell like roses. ( wound) but back to you. let us know how they did, andhow your feeling etc as soon as youre able too

I'm sore but not as bad as I thought it would be start PT in the morning was suprised so soon! It almost got cancelled because of a lazy cardiologist. Thought he would pull a stunt @ 2300 call said I don't have cardiac clearance I went off on my ortho who took it out on cardio needless to say clearance was called in 10 min b4 the surgery. ugh!

Mary

LMAO with you not at you

these two songs keep me from giving up. johnny cash does gospel and WHOA  it stops me and makes me see the whole picture and gives me peace. and calms me down. have a listen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BtW-KB5T83A&playnext=1&list=PL3A5786359FB370AA one of his last written songs. but whoa a doozy.
and this one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jv4i4t2hj2I

yes ill admit. i torrented his entire american series. 1 thru 5. will buy the actual copies as soon as funds permit

Here are a couple of songs that keep me going! I remember hearing this song the first time at church when I was having a bad night sitting in the foyer waiting for the ambulance. I thought "Wow, even in my struggles God still hear's me and felt every tear I cried that night"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXsiWoyjw60

This one our choir did on Easter the Easter I messed my shoulder up which partly resulted in yesterday's surgery but I find myself at this crossroad often. Did some research and I found it interesting that she has the same heart problem I do.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzBchnkQIQU

It still amazes me that someone cared so much to do that for a person like me! Enjoy

Mary

Keep on plugging Mary.  Sounds like you are quite feisty and that is what it takes some times.  Prayers are with you.